Friday

It was Friday.

I was tired. I just finished attending a seminar at work. I rushed out of school. I really wanted to see him.

As I was walking, rain started to pour. Some co-workers caught up to me and said their hellos.

"Going home?" she said
"not yet. going to meet someone muna"
"uyyyy...may sundo...."

I started to blush.

Its funny to think that I still blush when people talk about him. And to think that i have been asked about him so many times for the past 5 years.

They said their goodbyes. I was now walking, wet from the rain, excited to see the love of my life.

Some say that a relationship starts to lose its spark after a 2 years. But not for me. Not for us.
Of course, we have had some problems and misunderstandings, we are not perfect after all.
He has his issues. And I have mine. But all of these things are just that, issues.

What I have felt for him 5 years ago is definitely not the same as what i feel for him now. this time, its much more intense. I can honestly say that I did not love him when we first started going out. He was the rebound guy. I wanted to just play around. But he changed me.

He was the first man to take me seriously. He acts more than a boyfriend to me, he is my partner. I could not even express in words how much i am in LOVE with this guy.

A lot of my friends ask me if i think that he's the one. YES, HE IS THE ONE. and believe me, we are way past the "honeymoon" stage. So for me to say this means that i have truly reflected about this. I remember a time not so long ago, when i started to question my relationship with him, not because we fought or anything, but because we have been talking about marriage a lot more these days. I started to ponder, to wonder and to see the years passed by. That night I dreamed I was about to be married to another guy. This guy had no face. He was definitely not him. I can feel the pain in my heart. I can hear myself say, "Where is he?" " I need to see him". I felt so bad and after years of my so called "married life"(time flies by in dreams hehe) i started running back to him. When i woke up, i said to myself "even in dreams, i still love him".

We are still not married and still not living together. And it doesn't matter. I am still just starting my career and holding off for a few years will not hurt our relationship. That i am sure of.

Our time will come. but for now, I have my Fridays.